The Wrong Side Of Love

The Wrong Side of Love

I got blood in my eyes, love on my mind, my heart is clouded, my body is weak, and darkness has overshadowed me.
It's been 9 months since she left, it hurts. I lost the only girl I ever truly loved. I think about her at nights, days are the same. I don't want to die but I am not keen on living either. Sometimes I think it's time I leave this world behind, I could die now. Would it matter not really?

I am alone in this world everything is happening around and I don't feel part of it. People sees me and think everything is fine, friends sees me and believe am happy, my inside caves in, everything seems to be in flash forward. Being without her is getting too heavy for me.

Pain am feeling nothing compares, you wouldn't know for months I have hid it, am living in hell, I feel like am already gone. Crazy thoughts run through my mind, my heart is going wild, my head aches, my confidence is shattered, it feels like the world is on my shoulders. My eyes overflow with tears, I am cursed but never mind, life has no meaning, I could die now. It would matter not, all the things I have are meaningless, and they are no longer valuable.

I don't want to hurt no more, this is my confession. Forget about pride, I am man enough to admit my true feelings, the day she walked out of my life, my world collapsed. Things aren't the same, I am on the wrong side of love, tears in my eyes, love on my mind, pain in my heart, my baby is gone, I want to leave is world behind.