Resurrection

Resurrection

I cry no more, wipe the tears from my eyes, all the bullshit has made me stronger. An angel has walked into my life, she is heaven sent, representation of true beauty. She makes me want to love again, I am revived. Love on my mind, my heart feels no more hate. I am humble, content to say the least, I am stronger than ever, I am on the rock, Jehovah has guide me into the path of an earthly angel.

She is my sweetest dream, I think of her on two occasions that's day and night, can't wait to hear her voice, hoping every time my phone rings it would be her. I can't explain it I am so into her, she is the first and the last thought on my mind, there is no definition for the feelings and love I have for her. In my mind I am wondering should I pursuit her.

Her beauty and physical matches up with her intellectual, the day I met her it was so cold, now she is my sunshine, God should be proud of the work he did, he broke the mole when he created her. The feelings that came over me when we met is unexplainable, I never
thought this could happen to me. She makes me want to go to church, drop on my knees and praise God. Her strength, passion and stubbornness only make me want her more.

I hope I can make her as happy as she has made me. Loneliness haunts me no more, I search but couldn't find until now. Her name is Francisca, she's the one that got me twisted, I am crazy about her and I hope this is my reality not my mind playing tricks on me. Because I can't stop now, I've gone too far and I hope she don't fight it. She is on my mind 24/7, I am going to drive her crazy until I make her my official girl, I will pursuit her until she says yes to me.

She is the perfect definition of what a wife is, picturing me and her kissing, I remember the first time our lips touch. She is wearing jeans skirt and her White T, she’s got my brain puzzling, girl picture us married, holding hands, doing the things God meant for us.

The Wrong Side Of Love

The Wrong Side of Love

I got blood in my eyes, love on my mind, my heart is clouded, my body is weak, and darkness has overshadowed me.
It's been 9 months since she left, it hurts. I lost the only girl I ever truly loved. I think about her at nights, days are the same. I don't want to die but I am not keen on living either. Sometimes I think it's time I leave this world behind, I could die now. Would it matter not really?

I am alone in this world everything is happening around and I don't feel part of it. People sees me and think everything is fine, friends sees me and believe am happy, my inside caves in, everything seems to be in flash forward. Being without her is getting too heavy for me.

Pain am feeling nothing compares, you wouldn't know for months I have hid it, am living in hell, I feel like am already gone. Crazy thoughts run through my mind, my heart is going wild, my head aches, my confidence is shattered, it feels like the world is on my shoulders. My eyes overflow with tears, I am cursed but never mind, life has no meaning, I could die now. It would matter not, all the things I have are meaningless, and they are no longer valuable.

I don't want to hurt no more, this is my confession. Forget about pride, I am man enough to admit my true feelings, the day she walked out of my life, my world collapsed. Things aren't the same, I am on the wrong side of love, tears in my eyes, love on my mind, pain in my heart, my baby is gone, I want to leave is world behind.

Every day is a struggle

The struggle is like the black muscle everyday unemployment strikes a bell

How come I work so hard I still can’t pay my bills, how come I do my best?

And am still not appreciated? Could it be my race, my face or my mace?

I have my degree, they have theirs too but I don’t still get employed, they

End up getting employed with good paid jobs; I have the experience they don’t

Racism still plays big roles in their minds even if they say it doesn’t


Sometimes I just have to sit and wonder.
I work till I ponder

This is dirt, this is filth, and I would say it as it, life is a struggle

When you wear my skin colour, it’s a struggle, it’s a hustle

The rain falls everyday in this black society, the sunshine’s for others

Is it a crime to be black? Should I return to my mother’s womb?

And ask that I come out white? Eradicate, communicate, and relate my thoughts


Everything these days seem to be on the other side, my side is ignored, and my side is black

To them my side clouts, our music rocks but to them it encourages violence, the difference

Between rap and rock, black and white, tall and short, night and day, sun and the moon

Love and hate, I don’t know if I need to cry or laugh, celebrate or moan, black shouldn’t

Be a crime, we are all humans, our colour don’t makes us any smarter or bigger


Unknown land, stated in my report

Because I am black, so I am a strong black woman


If I have to, these are the facts

The stats proves that the illustration is right so stop the racism

Black Beauty

She glows, she is the shows, for her, black beauty is a path
A path as she walks through, you could see the part
The beauty of a black proud woman, a woman with a story to tell.

A story so deep beep beep her phone rings
She picks, a voice comes through “black beauty’ black, brown
And hot chocolate the voice said and she smiles, blushing all over
She replied with so much joy “yes I am black and beautiful

I am here to serve my country with my beauty as a model
I am a full portrait of a black woman; I pose in my pink posh
For the camera to snap and then I get the paper after with treat
I walk on the red carpet and get those snaps and claps

She flows she goes, just like the winter and summer
With a beauty of an angel, with a skin from coco butter
A smile of a new born child, because she is the deity of love

Venus is her house, she respect her roots, her blackness
And her culture her heart tiled with so much ascent
Her hips curved into a perfect shape of definition, her hair
Dark and long enough to cover her private part, her breast
Is like the space ship every man dreams to ride on
Black beauty is her degree

She swims in the ocean of beauty, the beauty is the ocean
And she is the beauty; the black in between is her direction
And her image, her culture and her roots all these indication

They call me dark because I am black

They call me dark, because am black, they look at me funny

Because my skin is glossy, they wont give me a job not
Only for my skin colour but because I won’t used the British
Passport, I was born to an unknown land, stated in my report
I represent my country, my roots, my culture, my fathers land

I was born here, I was raised here but I belong there
Because I am dark and I am black, because I crack
Crack through the walls, the walls of the truth
Justice is my name, justice is definite, and black I am
Black I come and black I will go, in life and in death

They laugh at me when I call me black, they don’t know me
This is a segment in my life; I would teach my kids the truth
Racism still bleeds through their eyes, through their voice
Through their hearts, even when I speak, they call me dark
Because I am black, so I am a strong black woman

My motivation is my complexion, my complexion is my
Colour, my colour is my root, my root is Africa, Africa is the
Land of my parents, my great grand parents and my ancestors
I am delighted to fight for my country, if I have to, these are the facts
The stats proves that the illustration is right so stop the racism

Pregnant Black Woman

To my pregnant black woman

You have been forsaken
You have been abandoned
You have cried long tears
You should have no fears

To my pregnant black woman

We are proud of you, in this crowd a child is born
How strong, how long, how far have we gone?
That our blackness is now portrayed in our strength
The clock ticks, her breath goes fast, her womb swells
Look at her face as she sweats in labour, she cries as she pushes
Help help help no father there to help, no doctor there to help
Again I say to my pregnant black woman

You have been forsaken
You have been abandoned
You have cried long tears
You should have no fears

Those kings and queens
Those prince and princess
Tint your womb in flawless
The blessing keeps them speechless

We are so happy to have you with such hearts of love and endurance
In pain she stand and wait, in tears she pray and hope, in fate she keeps
The faith, in winter she still takes me by the hand and dresses me up
My coat thicken feathered leather jacket, she smiles at me even when every hope
Is gone, she was strong, and thought me not to do wrong.

You have been forsaken
You have been abandoned
You have cried long tears
You should have no fears

Those kings and queens
Those prince and princess
Tint your womb in flawless
The blessing keeps them speechless

To my pregnant black woman
I remember when I was crying in your womb
And you still reached out to me, feed me, loved me
How much love do I owe you?
How much have I got to pay you?
You are a blessing to this earth
You are a true mother to earth

JayVic - FALLING