Resurrection

Resurrection

I cry no more, wipe the tears from my eyes, all the bullshit has made me stronger. An angel has walked into my life, she is heaven sent, representation of true beauty. She makes me want to love again, I am revived. Love on my mind, my heart feels no more hate. I am humble, content to say the least, I am stronger than ever, I am on the rock, Jehovah has guide me into the path of an earthly angel.

She is my sweetest dream, I think of her on two occasions that's day and night, can't wait to hear her voice, hoping every time my phone rings it would be her. I can't explain it I am so into her, she is the first and the last thought on my mind, there is no definition for the feelings and love I have for her. In my mind I am wondering should I pursuit her.

Her beauty and physical matches up with her intellectual, the day I met her it was so cold, now she is my sunshine, God should be proud of the work he did, he broke the mole when he created her. The feelings that came over me when we met is unexplainable, I never
thought this could happen to me. She makes me want to go to church, drop on my knees and praise God. Her strength, passion and stubbornness only make me want her more.

I hope I can make her as happy as she has made me. Loneliness haunts me no more, I search but couldn't find until now. Her name is Francisca, she's the one that got me twisted, I am crazy about her and I hope this is my reality not my mind playing tricks on me. Because I can't stop now, I've gone too far and I hope she don't fight it. She is on my mind 24/7, I am going to drive her crazy until I make her my official girl, I will pursuit her until she says yes to me.

She is the perfect definition of what a wife is, picturing me and her kissing, I remember the first time our lips touch. She is wearing jeans skirt and her White T, she’s got my brain puzzling, girl picture us married, holding hands, doing the things God meant for us.

The Wrong Side Of Love

The Wrong Side of Love

I got blood in my eyes, love on my mind, my heart is clouded, my body is weak, and darkness has overshadowed me.
It's been 9 months since she left, it hurts. I lost the only girl I ever truly loved. I think about her at nights, days are the same. I don't want to die but I am not keen on living either. Sometimes I think it's time I leave this world behind, I could die now. Would it matter not really?

I am alone in this world everything is happening around and I don't feel part of it. People sees me and think everything is fine, friends sees me and believe am happy, my inside caves in, everything seems to be in flash forward. Being without her is getting too heavy for me.

Pain am feeling nothing compares, you wouldn't know for months I have hid it, am living in hell, I feel like am already gone. Crazy thoughts run through my mind, my heart is going wild, my head aches, my confidence is shattered, it feels like the world is on my shoulders. My eyes overflow with tears, I am cursed but never mind, life has no meaning, I could die now. It would matter not, all the things I have are meaningless, and they are no longer valuable.

I don't want to hurt no more, this is my confession. Forget about pride, I am man enough to admit my true feelings, the day she walked out of my life, my world collapsed. Things aren't the same, I am on the wrong side of love, tears in my eyes, love on my mind, pain in my heart, my baby is gone, I want to leave is world behind.